I'M SORRY (NOT SORRY)

1. Computers
2. Cosplay
3. My Drawing Tablet
4. Poppy Seed Muffins
5. My Girlfriend
6. My friends
7. My Family
8. Fanfiction
9. Books
10. Supernatural
11. Seasons 1-5 of Doctor Who
12. My Phone
13. My Cats
14. My Dogs
15. The Internet
16. The Zoo
17. My drawing Skillz
18. Snowmen
19. Scarfs
20. The smell of peppermint
21. Turkey Casserole
22. MY BEST FRIEND IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD(ILY BBY)
23. Squishy Couches
24. Combat Boots (THE MOST COMFY SHOES IN THE UNIVERSE)
25. Trench Coats (I FEEL LIKE A FRICKIN SUPERHERO)
26. Anime
27. Short Hair (MY HEAD IS LIKE A CLOUD)
28. Manga
29. Blondes
30. Knock-Knock Jokes
31. Contacts (RED EYES)
32. Mermaid tail Dresses (LE SWISH)
33. High Heels (CLICK-CLICK I'M COMING TO STEAL YO MAN)
34. BRIGHT COLORS (THE RAINBOW SO PRETTY)
35. Biscuits and Gravy
36. HOMESTUCK (I'M TRASH AND I'M SORRY NOT SORRY)
37. ANDREW HUSSIE (THE GOD OF AWESOME)
38. ALEX HIRSCH
39. GRAVITY FALLS (THE CUTEST 12 YEAR OLDS EVA)
40. GAMZEE MAKARA (THE PSYCHO DEAD BABY)
41. KARKAT VANTAS (TEH CRANKY DEAD BABY)
42. TEREZI PYROPE (JUSTICE!!!!!)
43. KANYA (the poor thing)
44. DAVE STRIDER (TIME GOD RAPPER EXTRAORDINAIRE)
45. JAKE ENGLISH (DAT BOOTY DHO)
46. DIRK STRIDER (MY POOR GAY BABY)
47. JANE CROCKER (WATCH OUT FOR THE BATTERWITCH)
48. ROXY LALONDE (SHE DRUNK ALL THE TEME *TIME)
49. JADE HARLEY (SHE IS SUCH A SWEETIE)
50. ALL THE ALTERNIA TROLLS

Latin Base Find-a-Word

Beth was lying in her hospital bed, thinking about the past summer. She recalled the collision that took her mother. She remembered almost every detail vividly. She remembered the screeching sound of a car unable to stop fast enough, the tang of fresh blood, the crunching of glass as it rained down on her. She remembered the pounding in her head, the far away voice of the EMT saying something incoherent. She recalled when her father lost all composure, and knocked out the doctor. The loud voices causing a commotion in the waiting room. The police saying something about the corruption of wall street bankers.

Beth shook her head. She knew now that her mom was dead, she was going to live with her dad. It wasn't something she was looking forward to. Looking at her legs, she thought about the damage that had been done to her face. The long pink scar curling from her temple to the edge of her chin. Her stitches had only been taken out the other day, and she constantly found herself running her hand over it. She sighed, shoving her legs off the side of her bed she gathered her courage. Time to face the world.

Oh, fun, MORE pain.

What to say about "Ender's Game"? People have died, admittedly by way of accidents, and it has caused Andrew "Ender" Wiggins no end of guilt.  Seriously, read it yourself so I don't spoil it for you! Anyway, Ender doesn't want to play the mind games anymore. He wants to go home and see Valentine and his parents. He wants to have the weight of gravity pushing down him.

This book hurts me.

After finishing up with Alice and the gang, I've started a new book called Ender's Game. I remember listening to it once but I wasn't paying much attention then, now though I can't stop reading until I start to cry. Ender's Game is what amounts to psychological torture for Andrew "Ender" Wiggins, a six year old. In this world, the government only allows you two children, yet Ender is a Third. A third is the third child in the family, and as you can tell, that is abnormal, freakish. Ender is teased by the school children and bullied and abused by his brother. It's actually really emotional, and if you have a strong stomach and a mind built like a steel trap you should read this book. PLEASE DO NOT READ THIS IF YOU FAINT OF HEART AND/OR AN EMOTIONAL PERSON. TRIGGER WARNINGS FOR THIS BOOK: ABUSE, WAR, PSYCHOLOGICAL TORTURE, AND PSYCHOLOGICAL TRAUMA.

More on the Madness of Alice

Book Update!!!
So on Alice and Wonderland, having continued reading the book, I seemed to realize that the most confusing aspect of this story is the way it is worded. Gives me the nastiest headache this book; Anyhow~ Alice is transversing the land and shes come upon the card guards and the queen. Much yelling about chopping and heads follows. Morbid stuff, really. Read the book yourself for exact wording, I should think. Honestly it takes me at least twelve reads before I understand fully but~.

The Thing That I Love Most

There are many thing that I love, but none can compare to what I love most, and that is life. I love the fact that I'm alive and that because of this life I can travel and learn.  It makes me smile to know that everyday that I take a breath and that my heart still beats and I can see the happiness of others that I truly enjoy all that I have.  Because I'm alive I can sing, read, dance, and write. Because while I'm alive I can love so fiercely that I can hurt so deeply. It is because I have life that I can understand the way others act and because I too go through what they do.  Life is something that I love because it will continue to go on long after I have been taken by the unstoppable force know as death.

Before Order

              There was fire and pain and blood and dark, god it was dark. Everything was black and there's screaming and dear lord its dark. Then it's not. His mind is clear and he remembers. He remembers a time before the sun, before the moon. And he feels a HUNGER. Deep and old and oh so hungry. He remembers wanting to swallow the light and go back to the blessed darkness. He remembers being forced to sleep by those who wished for Order. He remembers being Chaos. He giggled. He was whole once more. He was the end of everything, the end of Death. He could hear the chatter of angels. They want to bring about the apocalypse. Frowning, he growled. They wanted to get rid of his food. It wasn't yet time! Suddenly, he grinned. He was deep and old and he was the serpent that would devour the sun.

Testing Testing 1, 2, 3.

About "Alice and Wonderland".... what was Lewis Carroll on??? With talking flowers, smoking caterpillars and a crazy duchess throwing a baby, what is Wonderland made of?? This is very confusing and painful to think about although it is my favorite book. Also while all things mentioned before are true it is also very amusing if you can enter the mindset of crazy.